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Just another day

Some days you don’t know what to do besides giving up . Your heart will constantly tell you not to but your mind is saying to do it . You try to have the patience to finish but it’s so hard to have the motivation. It feels like you will never get far enough or do good enough . Why does it feel this way? Why does it seem easier for everyone else ? Why does everything feel so hard ? People say God won’t give you anything you can’t handle but sometimes I feel that he does it on purpose. Is it making me stronger ? Is it making me more weak? Whatever it is I just hope it works out because at this point A person gets tired .

A mothers love

A mothers love is something you can never take away.

A mothers love will be here forever no matter if they are dead or alive

A mothers love will never fade

A mothers love is there no matter what the cause may be

Last night I really thought about my grandmother and how my mom no longer has her mother to turn to . I know it’s hurtful for her not to go to her because that’s what she was used it . When I look at my mom I can see the stress in her and I wish I can do everything in my power to take all of it away. A mothers love will always be something I will love and cherish until the day she isn’t here anymore !

Vlogs ?

Soo I’m really thinking about getting into vlogs in YouTube ! Taking things to the next level ! What are some interesting topics would you guys like to see since you’re my most supporters ? Leave me some ideas ❤️

Coffee ?☕️ or tea? 🍵 mornings

Good morning everyone !! Where are all my coffee drinkers at? What kind of coffee do you like ? Even if you don’t like coffee do you like anything from Starbucks or Dunkin’ Donuts ? My fave that I have this morning is a Carmel iced coffee with extra cream and Carmel ! Since I am pregnant I can only have 1 coffee a day which sucks because my usual was like 2-3 a day to keep me going lol ! Have a great morning and I will talk to you guys later ❤️

Support

Why does it feel like nobody support others anymore , like as if life is just a competition. That’s why I feel like people go through so much in their life because there’s no support system anymore ? Why is that? Is it because people feel like they’re better than everyone else ? Or is it because deep down they are hurt themselves and want to hate the world . I really want to know that answer because what I’m seeing around this world today is just ridiculous. We all need a support system no matter what and no matter what the situation may be .

My life

Here’s a experience to share . I have a sister who is autistic . She is now 30 years old . Growing up wasn’t normal for me and as I say normal I mean I didn’t have the luxury of leaving and hanging with my friends all the time or being able to play sports the way I wanted to . It was always me helping my mom and dad take care of my sister . No complaining over here but I wished we could have did normal family functions like vacations and family events . That’s just something my sister wasn’t having . When we were younger her autism wasn’t a sever as it is now so we did get to do more . When my mom took her to her last doctor visit for her shot . It had a effect on her . She started have seizures and it seemed that her autism has worsened. Now ,not everyone reacts to shots the same so I can’t say blame the shots but that’s the only thing we thought of . But of course the doctors said it wasn’t from that . They didn’t know where they came from. My sister went through major surgeries so she could stop having so many seizures through the day. She has 2 shunts . One in her belly and one in her head to pump fluids through her body . It stopped the seizures for years until recently . She started having them again and it was time for her to get new shunts in. She has no ones In now but still have short seizures here and there so now she has to be on different medications . People would never understand having a autistic sister who has never been through it . It’s stressful but at the same time autistic kids brings so much joy ! I thank for reading and supporting ❤️

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